Even just starting to write this blog, my anxiety is up and I am questioning myself because I am about to drop a serious #truthbomb about myself. However, I’ve heard that getting uncomfortable is the first sign of leveling up and I am ready to level up!

#truthbomb – I suck at consistency!

As you can tell, my last blog post was July 1st and up until just a few weeks ago, I hadn’t even thought about my blog since about the time I wrote that last post. However, last spring when I was thinking about ways I wanted to get out of my comfort zone, I decided on starting this blog. As with most things I embark on, I came up with a number of times I would blog each month, I started with fire in my belly and the best intentions and then…..I had a good stretch from April to July.

What in the world happened in July, that made everything come to a screeching halt? Maybe it was the fact that I accepted a part-time job teaching at a local community college? Maybe it was the fact that the last few weeks of summer were filled with back to back trips? I wish I could ‘blame’ it on something external but as I really start to sit into this truth I am beginning to find the one thing I seem to be consistent on is the fact that I am NOT very consistent.

OUCH!!! That last sentence literally punches me in the gut! I am certainly not feeling very proud of myself or in a place where I want to share this but something tells me I am not the only one who struggles with consistency.

My reality is that I lack consistency in so many areas of my life and ultimately, I KNOW I am the only one that can figure out what needs to change, make the change and then – well you get it by now – BE CONSISTENT!